Farewell my flowers

Farewell my flowers
Farewell my love
I left you at the balcony
thought that was where you could get sunshine most
Farewell my roses
Farewell my sweetheart
I never knew comparing to sunlight
it's me you wanted to get as close to as possible
Farewell my wine-red
Farewell my melodies
When the window opened you took your leap
and embraced the heavy rain storm
Do you know the wind will tear your soft petals up
the rain will bury you in wet soil
I'm so worried but more of guilty
I lost you for ever
ever
I didn't possess the chance of biding goodbye
haven't confessed my deep love for you yet
I knew why you leave me though
You long for nature
long for fresh air of freedom
you long for my company
yet I never noticed that
I'm sorry my little flowers
My apologies sadder than the rain
Fate enables me to meet you however
It's me who didn't cherish this storyline
I'm sorry my little flowers
I wanna kiss you but cannot any longer
I'm inside a room safe and sound
while faraway you lay in rain torturing heartbroken
It's so abruptly happening my little flowers
but you may have been waiting for this second so long
You deserted me and embraced freedom
rainy clouds would shed my tears
The lightening opened your blinded eyes and
thunder awoke you from endless dream
this summer afternoon everything's blatant but
you'll only slumber in total silence my love
I wish I could envy the ground you're sleeping on
it cradles your delicate body
I might miss the last glance of your beauty
we all know it's an ending that never been done
What's in your mind when you fall
desperation or relief
did you ever regret and hoped I would save you
sorry for the belated rescue
that may never come
I sat in melancholy while
you lay alone
we're both lonely souls on this blue planet
I'm calling out your name in the summer rain
but can you hear me
can you hear me
in your everlasting dream
I wish there're sunlight and pure water
I wish there're fresh air and fertile soil
I wish all the best for you in your dream
But I cannot wish more than you woke up and came back to me
I'm sorry my little roses
but you already left
Did you find your best destination on your journey
Now I could only plant you on my heart
where you'll live on
and on
till forever
wrote this for my little flowers
and my sincere apologies enveloped inside